Sometimes, I wish I could just go under a rock and hide.
Hide from everything that is keeping me away.
Hide from all the dream crushers.
People that love you are supposed to love for you,
and want you to accomplish the unthinkable.
Sometimes, they get the worst of you,
and sometimes, you fool the better of yourself.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
We're All Killers
Could you imagine what life would be like?
Without a tear to spare?
Do you think you could lend me a tear?
Or would you rather not even care?
Have you ever cut yourself in a heat?
A passion? Or a moment?
I've done all of those things,
all for ignorance, wisdom and love.
If you think what life is really about,
You'll take a lifetime to think.
Life isn't a second thought about how the wind blows,
It's about what God thinks.
This isn't biased,
or fact or fiction.
But let me tell you now,
we're on the brink of extinction.
Drink your last drink my man,
women, have your last tea.
By the time tomorrow comes,
there will be nothing to pleat.
Not a rabbit or a hare to spare,
in the lonely winter storms.
Not a dog or a chair,
to sit at the beach with, it's out of the norm.
So if you have ever hurt yourself,
or thought of hurting something in your life, keep it to youself.
It is for the better of others,
so that they have no judgements towards the powerful like us.
there is no us but otheres.
So raise your will in the fight for something you believe in.
Keep it shadowed in your pocket,
with a sleeping pill,
so you can keep dreaming.
Without a tear to spare?
Do you think you could lend me a tear?
Or would you rather not even care?
Have you ever cut yourself in a heat?
A passion? Or a moment?
I've done all of those things,
all for ignorance, wisdom and love.
If you think what life is really about,
You'll take a lifetime to think.
Life isn't a second thought about how the wind blows,
It's about what God thinks.
This isn't biased,
or fact or fiction.
But let me tell you now,
we're on the brink of extinction.
Drink your last drink my man,
women, have your last tea.
By the time tomorrow comes,
there will be nothing to pleat.
Not a rabbit or a hare to spare,
in the lonely winter storms.
Not a dog or a chair,
to sit at the beach with, it's out of the norm.
So if you have ever hurt yourself,
or thought of hurting something in your life, keep it to youself.
It is for the better of others,
so that they have no judgements towards the powerful like us.
there is no us but otheres.
So raise your will in the fight for something you believe in.
Keep it shadowed in your pocket,
with a sleeping pill,
so you can keep dreaming.
Cover Up Your Youth
I think that I am having a bad start to my year. Firstly, I throw a party at my house when my parents are away and I get caught. Secondly, I get caught for smoking, big whoop, although I have stopped now. And lastly, my parents find something in my room that should not be spoken of. My year is sah fresh.
The Devil= Your Parents.
So I figured, if your gonna lie, do it right!
one: If the devil asks you a question that you know if they find out the real answer you won't have a social life for the rest of your life, answer it straight away, don't think about it, just say the first thing that comes to your mind!
two: If you are lying, never look to your left, it is a generalisation of estimating the cause and objectively thinking of an excuse. Never look them straight in the eye, keep your eyes focused on the right hand side of your vision.
three: Fidgeting is good! The Devil can tell when your lying if you just remain still when you are answering a question. Take for example, your making yourself dinner or lunch, The Devil comes into the room and The Devil asks you what you did last night (According to them you were at a sleepover but you were really at a party) answer with a tight lie using steps one and two but never stop what you are doing. For example: don't stop pouring your drink when you are answering them, they can tell that you are analysing the situation and coming up with a cover up of the topic. MOVEMENT AND FIDGETING IS GOOD.
Also, this is a bit of a psycho analysis, but i also practise my tone in which I answer my lies in. For example, I ask myself an obvious question that I know the answer is yes, like, are you a virgin? And I say yes, and analyse the tone in which I said it. Then, I ask myself a lie, For example: Are you sure you went back to your Stephanie's on friday night instead of Bridgets? And I answer yes, and try to make my lying tone to match my honesty tone. And if you can do all of this, then you've got the gold.
ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR LIES- or else they will come back to haunt you.
Love always, CO. JCTN ~ elan liberty
The Devil= Your Parents.
So I figured, if your gonna lie, do it right!
one: If the devil asks you a question that you know if they find out the real answer you won't have a social life for the rest of your life, answer it straight away, don't think about it, just say the first thing that comes to your mind!
two: If you are lying, never look to your left, it is a generalisation of estimating the cause and objectively thinking of an excuse. Never look them straight in the eye, keep your eyes focused on the right hand side of your vision.
three: Fidgeting is good! The Devil can tell when your lying if you just remain still when you are answering a question. Take for example, your making yourself dinner or lunch, The Devil comes into the room and The Devil asks you what you did last night (According to them you were at a sleepover but you were really at a party) answer with a tight lie using steps one and two but never stop what you are doing. For example: don't stop pouring your drink when you are answering them, they can tell that you are analysing the situation and coming up with a cover up of the topic. MOVEMENT AND FIDGETING IS GOOD.
Also, this is a bit of a psycho analysis, but i also practise my tone in which I answer my lies in. For example, I ask myself an obvious question that I know the answer is yes, like, are you a virgin? And I say yes, and analyse the tone in which I said it. Then, I ask myself a lie, For example: Are you sure you went back to your Stephanie's on friday night instead of Bridgets? And I answer yes, and try to make my lying tone to match my honesty tone. And if you can do all of this, then you've got the gold.
ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR LIES- or else they will come back to haunt you.
Love always, CO. JCTN ~ elan liberty
Friday, March 18, 2011
Anonymous Mother
When your mom parties harder than you do? You get trashed by yourself...
So uh, my mom is out in town, like I don't give a fuck or anything but like come on, she is like what 35? And i'm like gees woman, someone still has it going on. I mean, she grounds me for acting like a teenager but when she wants to re-live her 'wild' days it all good for her! Because, she is so responsible and everything, like, you know. So i'm like thank-fuck shes not home to annoy me because Oh My Gosh, do I need some Momma-therapy right now.
I can't even think or imagine how she is like when she is tipsy like, she can't dance when she is sober for starters and she can get tipsy off a glass of champaigne so I don't know how she is handling herself arriving home at 4 in the morning like, if I can't be a teenager then you shouldn't be able to!
I LOVE LIKE.
Oh gosh, I did my geography exam the other day, and you know what ridiculous grade my teacher gave me? a C++? What the fuck is a C++? Is it a cross between at C+ and B-? Like come on woman, decide already! But you know what made me feel super smart!?! Getting an A- for math! Hell yeah! I can't even remember the last time I saw an A grade on any of my papers!
Monday- Life pretty much sucks because I have school
Tuesday- Life sucks even more because I have history
Wednesday- Life super sucks because I have nearly 2 hours of math
Thursday- Life overly sucks because I have TAFE
Friday- Life is getting better, the weekend is tomorrow
Saturday- Life sucks all over again, being grounded like like a shitty chore
Sunday- Fuck me dead, I hate work
LOVE TO LIKE, LIKE TO LOVE?
So uh, my mom is out in town, like I don't give a fuck or anything but like come on, she is like what 35? And i'm like gees woman, someone still has it going on. I mean, she grounds me for acting like a teenager but when she wants to re-live her 'wild' days it all good for her! Because, she is so responsible and everything, like, you know. So i'm like thank-fuck shes not home to annoy me because Oh My Gosh, do I need some Momma-therapy right now.
I can't even think or imagine how she is like when she is tipsy like, she can't dance when she is sober for starters and she can get tipsy off a glass of champaigne so I don't know how she is handling herself arriving home at 4 in the morning like, if I can't be a teenager then you shouldn't be able to!
I LOVE LIKE.
Oh gosh, I did my geography exam the other day, and you know what ridiculous grade my teacher gave me? a C++? What the fuck is a C++? Is it a cross between at C+ and B-? Like come on woman, decide already! But you know what made me feel super smart!?! Getting an A- for math! Hell yeah! I can't even remember the last time I saw an A grade on any of my papers!
Monday- Life pretty much sucks because I have school
Tuesday- Life sucks even more because I have history
Wednesday- Life super sucks because I have nearly 2 hours of math
Thursday- Life overly sucks because I have TAFE
Friday- Life is getting better, the weekend is tomorrow
Saturday- Life sucks all over again, being grounded like like a shitty chore
Sunday- Fuck me dead, I hate work
LOVE TO LIKE, LIKE TO LOVE?
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
to live by, to swear by, oath
fix you
gold dust
white shadows
yellow
violet hill
low
R U ready
youth blood
what if
Only the best bromancing ravelife phenomenom to the WORLD!
SO, IVE GOT THIS LEGAL ASSIGNMENT DUE TOMORROW, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW WHAT AN OP IS, ITS THE EQUIVALENT OF A GPA, SO MINE IS PRETTY MUCH SCREWED, 12 HOURS TO GO, 1500 WORDS TO GO AND I HAVENT EVEN STARTED!
AHHH MY FRIEND GOT ME THE BEST PRESENT THE OTHER DAY WHEN SHE WENT AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND, BUT I CANT SAY BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE ITS NOT EVEN LEGAL..
I SWEAR THE LAW IS OUT TO GET ME... AND ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THAT INSTANT. OH, AND MY PARENTS ALSO. I SWEAR MY MOM IS LIKE THIS DINOSAUR THAT WILL LIKE, I DONT KNOW, LIKE EAT ME IN MY SLEEP OR SOMETHING. ITS PRETTY DRASTIC. IM GROUNDED FOR 2 MONTHS! YAY, LIKE ALL I DID WAS HAVE A PARTY AND DID SOME EXPLICIT THINGS AND TRASHED THE HOUSE BUT WHAT THE HEY! DAD WAS IN THE STATES AND MOM WASNT HOME SO HOW DID SHE SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I WOULDNT? OH WELL, ONLY 5 AND A HALF WEEKS LEFT! IM SO EXCITED MAN, I SWEAR, SHE IS KILLING MY SOCIAL LIFE, FOR REAL.
LIKE I GIVE A SHIT IF I CANT SPELL- CAPS LOCK IS MY NEW THANG.
gold dust
white shadows
yellow
violet hill
low
R U ready
youth blood
what if
Only the best bromancing ravelife phenomenom to the WORLD!
SO, IVE GOT THIS LEGAL ASSIGNMENT DUE TOMORROW, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW WHAT AN OP IS, ITS THE EQUIVALENT OF A GPA, SO MINE IS PRETTY MUCH SCREWED, 12 HOURS TO GO, 1500 WORDS TO GO AND I HAVENT EVEN STARTED!
AHHH MY FRIEND GOT ME THE BEST PRESENT THE OTHER DAY WHEN SHE WENT AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND, BUT I CANT SAY BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE ITS NOT EVEN LEGAL..
I SWEAR THE LAW IS OUT TO GET ME... AND ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THAT INSTANT. OH, AND MY PARENTS ALSO. I SWEAR MY MOM IS LIKE THIS DINOSAUR THAT WILL LIKE, I DONT KNOW, LIKE EAT ME IN MY SLEEP OR SOMETHING. ITS PRETTY DRASTIC. IM GROUNDED FOR 2 MONTHS! YAY, LIKE ALL I DID WAS HAVE A PARTY AND DID SOME EXPLICIT THINGS AND TRASHED THE HOUSE BUT WHAT THE HEY! DAD WAS IN THE STATES AND MOM WASNT HOME SO HOW DID SHE SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I WOULDNT? OH WELL, ONLY 5 AND A HALF WEEKS LEFT! IM SO EXCITED MAN, I SWEAR, SHE IS KILLING MY SOCIAL LIFE, FOR REAL.
LIKE I GIVE A SHIT IF I CANT SPELL- CAPS LOCK IS MY NEW THANG.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
I Love Blog
To all your bloggers out there, theres something in the wind. I could only imagine what life would be like without a blog. Life is a blog, we keep tabs on it, we keep it updated and we are constantly checking up on it to see whos watching. I think life is a little different, more of a drastic approach to differ about. I wonder if life would be the same without blogs? Would there be a life? I would rather sit home all day and blog about life than experience it. Is that sad? Or is that just life? I think there is no difference as you would think to call it, it's just, life would be a whole lot more difficult if there was no blog. I wrote on a script and came across the subsection cult. Are there cults within us? Is there something tripping us purposely to distinguish the elements of power from the beholder? I think blogs keep me updated, freah and help with the sofistication of the modern era. I'm not going to go all ancient history on you now but seriously, look back to the 1980's, we look a hell of a lot happier, organized and delegated now than ever. If i were to say blogs are killing us, what are we living for?
If you can madonna you can misc
I am once again grounded! again! but, it's too cool to post so i'll just leave you hanging there.
So breathless, in a endured world of nothingless, stuck in a cave with limitations. Barely seeing of what the light is. Just hanging high with hope and just begging for forgiveness. You can't even imagine how bad i got it this time..
There is something about this world thats' got me thinking about something to do with it. It ain't what your thinking about whatever has to do with it. It's something out of your world, something that will blow your mind, and it's something that I have. But it's too bad you'll never know what your missing out on.
Stuck in a cave with budds of life. Awakening to the already risen' sun. Watching it decend. But never thinking of where it is. Are you thinking about someone you've been wishing for now? I think yes. Can you feel the sand under your fingernails and the grit in your hair. That my friend, is called life, and life, is me. I'm not implying that I am some type of god to say but I am something you can never have.
'Never depend on the dependant to depend on you'
Day one- Give me a week i'll cave.
So breathless, in a endured world of nothingless, stuck in a cave with limitations. Barely seeing of what the light is. Just hanging high with hope and just begging for forgiveness. You can't even imagine how bad i got it this time..
There is something about this world thats' got me thinking about something to do with it. It ain't what your thinking about whatever has to do with it. It's something out of your world, something that will blow your mind, and it's something that I have. But it's too bad you'll never know what your missing out on.
Stuck in a cave with budds of life. Awakening to the already risen' sun. Watching it decend. But never thinking of where it is. Are you thinking about someone you've been wishing for now? I think yes. Can you feel the sand under your fingernails and the grit in your hair. That my friend, is called life, and life, is me. I'm not implying that I am some type of god to say but I am something you can never have.
'Never depend on the dependant to depend on you'
Day one- Give me a week i'll cave.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
B12B?UR
BI2B?UR - elan liberty
If you've figured this out, then, nothing else matters. Life is full of neverending experiences awaiting at you doorstep. If you are not you, who are you? If you want to be someone, who are you wanting to be? You are you. Nothing ever matters.
I'd hate to judge a riddlers wale but I can't quite seem to keep my mind set on the phazing colonies of the habitat. We live, we breathe, we think. We are something, and we are what makes up everything. My life is fantastic, full of delights, everyday treats that surprise you and tingle the tastebudds of life.
Test your senses
Ouch, your bitten by the bug of life, soon now, you will be entering a chaotic fantasy of world endured with flaundering species. I can't kill a mocking bird butI can kill the memory. It's your call, be wise. Life is blooming.
Wow, our entire universe revolves around the hottest, most defiant object known to.. well I can't say man, because what man knows? What man knew? Who are we? Are you who you thought you are? Are you who you thought you were? Who am I? Back to the riddlers wale. A young bean said once that life is like your name. You can't choose it, whether you like it or not, it's yours, it's stuck with you until the end of time. Well unless you legally change it. But your missing the point. You can't choose you life, the way you are, who you are and where you come from, you can only make the most out of what you have.
You can only guess.
If you've figured this out, then, nothing else matters. Life is full of neverending experiences awaiting at you doorstep. If you are not you, who are you? If you want to be someone, who are you wanting to be? You are you. Nothing ever matters.
I'd hate to judge a riddlers wale but I can't quite seem to keep my mind set on the phazing colonies of the habitat. We live, we breathe, we think. We are something, and we are what makes up everything. My life is fantastic, full of delights, everyday treats that surprise you and tingle the tastebudds of life.
Test your senses
Ouch, your bitten by the bug of life, soon now, you will be entering a chaotic fantasy of world endured with flaundering species. I can't kill a mocking bird butI can kill the memory. It's your call, be wise. Life is blooming.
Wow, our entire universe revolves around the hottest, most defiant object known to.. well I can't say man, because what man knows? What man knew? Who are we? Are you who you thought you are? Are you who you thought you were? Who am I? Back to the riddlers wale. A young bean said once that life is like your name. You can't choose it, whether you like it or not, it's yours, it's stuck with you until the end of time. Well unless you legally change it. But your missing the point. You can't choose you life, the way you are, who you are and where you come from, you can only make the most out of what you have.
You can only guess.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Youth is Neverlasting
I live in a fundemental influential enviroment which is drastically torrented by kings keepers of the land. Aka, my rents..
I am once again... grounded! What for? Partying. I mean, i am a pretty big party bopper. I love the rhythm of music and how it makes me feel. I am locked in a dungeon at night and am not alowed out until the sunrise. My punishment? No more parties for a week!?! How will i LIVE??
So trust me, if you knew my parents you'd be like 'hey, theys guys are pretty damn easy' but you dont know them. They know so little about my nightlife social-life that if they knew what i was really up to, well, lets just say there would be no more parties and eternal grounding. I must say that i do believe living youth to the fullest because, your only young once! Seriously! You should read that a couple of times to make it sink in! When your older, you can't have any excuse for being out at 4am, binge drinking, public vomiting and vivacious flirting. It's just.. Wrong? At that old age..
"When an opportunity comes along and is left undone, the biggest regret is wishing" - Wish upon the future, never turn anything down, take life as it comes, and die what you love doing because lets face it? We're all dying to live, but in the end, we're only living to die.
YOUTH
I am once again... grounded! What for? Partying. I mean, i am a pretty big party bopper. I love the rhythm of music and how it makes me feel. I am locked in a dungeon at night and am not alowed out until the sunrise. My punishment? No more parties for a week!?! How will i LIVE??
So trust me, if you knew my parents you'd be like 'hey, theys guys are pretty damn easy' but you dont know them. They know so little about my nightlife social-life that if they knew what i was really up to, well, lets just say there would be no more parties and eternal grounding. I must say that i do believe living youth to the fullest because, your only young once! Seriously! You should read that a couple of times to make it sink in! When your older, you can't have any excuse for being out at 4am, binge drinking, public vomiting and vivacious flirting. It's just.. Wrong? At that old age..
"When an opportunity comes along and is left undone, the biggest regret is wishing" - Wish upon the future, never turn anything down, take life as it comes, and die what you love doing because lets face it? We're all dying to live, but in the end, we're only living to die.
YOUTH
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